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Wednesday, December 9, 2009
 for mahirah,who tolerates my nonsense! (:
"love is just a word until you find someone who will give its definition" at times like this, i should really be worried about unfinished homeworks. until my mood for homework comes back, i'll do nothing but waste time. been listening to Mariana Trench songs . was bloghopping and came across one blog . the blog owner posted one of the band's songs : Beside You. and from then onwards, i was addicted to the song. "if your heart wears thin i will hold you up" ive yet to finish reading New Moon and move on to malay novels. it surprised me that im not constantly reading my malay novels like i used to. maybe its because of the holidays. too many precious time wasted on slacking.takde faedahnye ama. and my addiction to use the laptop just gotta stop. when school's open, goodbye laptop. and the thought of Olevels killing me man. scary.. if i could reach up and hold a star for every time you've made me smile, the entire evening sky would be in the palm of my hand.
9th December , hello. it was such an awesome day. went out with lovelies, mahirah & amira.yeay,finally ! ate at Eighteen Chefs,the usual baked rice for me.i like i like. we were running late actually coz we havent bought the tickets for An Education .haha baik or what kan. reached vivo at 4.47pm when the movie starts at 4.40pm! nak carik itu golden village punye lah susah! hahaa,TER-blur skejap. luckily got student price and the movie havent start yet when we entered. ahh i love the movie. no wonder it was rated 4 stars. and seriously, i was not at ease as i wanted to go to the toilet urgently. but yeah, the movie was awesometasticabombastica! did i tell you that ive never been to Forever 21 ? HAH,yeah,never until yesterday . :D took some pictures at the water area there.the water's cold,i loike. ate at banquet for dinner. weird lor mee.didnt finish it.haha reached home at 11 pm,late or what man. for mahirah and amira thank you thank you thank you for yesterday . the present, the letter.. i just love them all. the present was beautiful(even my mum said that you know!) the letter(written by mahirah,hehe) was amazing. i was smiling all the way while reading it.smiling as in grinning in the middle of the night. if im not mistaken, its been 6 years since we've known each other. 6 years and still counting.. (: i cant deny the fact that we've been through so many things. and tell me, is it just the nature of us girls to have fights ? hhaha, yeah arguments/misunderstandings/fights, we've been through it all. but still, our friendship is still standing strong. though we used to be 4, it doesnt matter coz it didnt tear us apart. with bitter memories, comes the sweet memories. too many sweet memories shared,i smiled everytime i think about them. remember how we used to laugh so hard until you guys have to accompany me to the general office ? hahahha, yes, good times. ahh, i miss those days. the Be Yourself Day..hahahaa i still got the picture you knw (the 4 of us). i really treasure this friendship of ours. thank you for being there for me always. for tolerating my annoying attitude, and my crappy jokes. & for all the mistakes ive done, i'd like to apologise. it was not my intention to hurt any of you,just me being a normal human being. lastly, thank you for everything. i love you girls a lot ! may our friendship last (: Labels: still lazy to upload pictures.:D Tuesday, December 8, 2009
 "we do not offer second chances" "they send you out for one and you bring back two and a half.Such a clever girl."  "i'm so sorry that i can't be the right monster for you,bella" "i'm sure the leech-lover is just dying to help us out!"some of you may think that new moon's a bore. but well, it isnt for me. not just because of these hot guys. but for me,i think that its a great movie. (: Monday, December 7, 2009
7th december, was finally here. THANK YOU to everyone who've wished me on my special day. i really really really appreciate it a lot ! :D to hanis, the bestest girlfriend ive ever had. thank you chameng for spending your day with me. (and i really sucked at expressing my thoughts) i mean, i really appreciate the fact that youre willing to spend the whole day with me when you could have done something better. i really missed you a lot.& im sorry about thinking about the wrong things about you earlier. but im glad that we've talked it out. it was just so nice to finally get to have long chats with you after ages. i didnt know the misery youre facing earlier,and im sorry for that. im sorry i wasnt there for you when your whole life's like shit. but hey, you know that i'm there for you and will always be there for you right ! thank you for the birthday gift ,chameng ! its super cuteeeee you know :D & the letter. omg, i was in tears you know. and even when im typing this, i still feel like crying. i was really touched by it . 3 years since ive known you. and we've gone through so many ups and downs together. but nothing, just nothing could stand in our way and tear us apart. if God's willing,i hope that our friendship will last forever. i really love you unconditionally! you know that, dohhhh! and i thank Allah for giving me such a great friend. you know, an awesometasticabombastica bestfriend !! :D & always remember that, even when nothing seems right, when you feel that your life's some kinda shit, that youre falling so hard on the ground, and youre on the verge of giving up on everything, i'll definitely be there for you. Insya'Allah. thank you chameng for everything. i love you ! (: (not bad for someone who suck at these things right,hehe) & thank you to my awesome family for the endless love and support youve given me. i'll always, and forever love you all. father,mother,brother & lovely cousins.
Saturday, December 5, 2009
december 5th.to the movies + pizza hut with lovely cuzzins(: watched mulan, and it was oh-so-awesome! i didnt expect a twist in the story, there was no grandmum/mum/mushu/the cricket. and the best part was, it was not a happy ending. :'( but at least the hero&heroine are handsome/gorgeous. overall i think that the movie should not be rated with only 3 stars. it should be rated like 4half. oh well, it was a great movie ! apparently for a sad movie, i didnt shed a single tear. how to cry when i laughed at the sad scenes. haha,yeah weird. headed to pizza hut for lunch/dinner. it took us ages to decide where to eat. seoul garden = cancelled ! (too expensive lehh,not worth it somemore) so ate at pizza hut instead.for the first time ever, i had beef lasagne.(eh, hw to spell ah ?) ordered some other stuff which was really worth paying for. for dessert, we had WARM CHOCOLATE CAKE. oo,yummay! bought contact lense & bubble tea. and sort of slacked at the void deck. and the fun part was, there was a cat just behind me and i couldnt imagine how close it was before i realised there was a cat. without even turning, i ran to one of my cuzins and pinched him so hard + screaming at his ears. & the cat ran and TER-slide. (it was slippery for it rained yest). omg, i didnt mean to be so evil .but really, major shocked ! oh, when will this phobia for cats gonna end ? after that went home. ah, such a lovely+awesome day. & dearest cuzzies, i really love you people a whole lot ! december 6th, rise and shine. didnt sleep back aft subuh prayers. tried reading new moon ,and i only stopped at chap 11. haha, long way to go ama. but but but, i went out today to watch the movie instead. yes, brother was so kind to ask me out to catch that movie. & he was very nice(thank you so much) to treat me. amik couple seat lagi you! haha it wasnt on purpose. i didnt realise until we're comfortably sitted. yeah, it doesnt matter anyway. ahhh, i love the movie so much. no wonder people are so crazy over taylor lautner now. he's superawesomely hot. but i prefer the other werewolves to him. how can werewolves be such hothotheat(s) ? tercuci mate for awhile. hahaha, though the ending was kinda disappointing. must wait for eclipse ahh ? haiyaaa so long lehhhh. edward cullen is still hot as ever, though the werewolves are more stunning. more beautiful.more muscular. & its more nicer to stare at the werewolves than the vampires. is that a good thing or not ? hmm well alice is still very cute. :D and i should stop blabbering about new moon . its a good movie to watch for me. yeay new moon ! (: Friday, December 4, 2009
guilt.guilt.guilt.guilt.guilt.guilt.guilt.guilt.guilt.guilt.guilt.guilt.guilt.guilt.guilt guilt.guilt.guilt.guilt.guilt.guilt.guilt. guilt.guilt.guilt.guilt. guilt. i didnt asked for this to happen. i never invited ignorance in my life. i wish to undo things. to where it started off with, "i just want to be friends, nothing more." this awkward silence,it doesnt help at all.
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